Tuesday, May 29, 2007

chapter 9: the sad robin

the common tests are creeping up on me. recently, i haven't really been myself lately, and i don't like this feeling. i have no composure, no constant laughter, and no warmth in my heart.

probably that explains alot about the emo posts about the pasts. some bits of my past is way better than my present.

maybe it's because i miss someone alot....

the one day i will never forget, the 10 hours spent next to her. and now, i don't think i'll ever get a chance to go out or talk to her ever again. her birthday is coming soon, but i doubt i'd join her. her friends have priority over a measly boy like me.

it's a slightly damp evening on a tuesday, i'm derek, and how do you do? if the post is boring you, i suggest you just minimize this blog and listen to the music instead.


i worked out at gym werkz again today, it took half my life with it. so tiring. o yea, that reminds me, there were lots of cute girls there today (surprisingly). shun yuan became one hell of a horn dog. he stared out at the girl swimming in the pool while working out on the cycling machine. ^^ i guess he didn't need the TV.

well that's today's update, i'll post something else tommorrrow. bye

2 comments:

dale said...
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dale said...

HAHAH. i know alittle of your bits of your past that is way better then your present have a little bit of me!HAHHA because you posted BRAVO 4 PICTURE! yeah~HAHHA.

and anyway believe me i will be in NP in no time ..i hope. and by then when i see you, you better have your composure back, your laughter back and warmth in your heart! at least have the derek that i knew BACK!hahaha.

the lead singer of "its all about you" BACK!

till then. i will be updating myself with you! if i have the time!HAHAHA.

chunfu.